Sunday, February 10, 2008

Irritated

I'm so irritated that I have to deal with switching doctors and starting a new path for my treatment. I hope it doesn't put my treatment out too far. I've been in a foul mood all weekend. I just hate not knowing what the hell is going on or what's coming next. I hope I'll find out something Monday. I'm lucky that I have friends that know a good Oncologist. My fear is that a good Oncologist is going to be booked for awhile. We'll see. Dr. Brennan gave me some pills for when I have anxiety. I think I'll have one for breakfast. I'm so irritated.

1 comment:

Brian Dowd said...

I am with you on the not knowing. I have to wait until March 24th for my next ultrasound to find out if I have testicular cancer for the second time. I basically caught it too early.

I actually caught, whatever it is, too early. Now I have a lot of time between now and my next appointment on March 24th. Almost everyone I talk to is saying, “I guess No News is Good News.” Maybe they are right, but some how I just do not feel that way.

You are waiting to find out your next steps and so am I for the second time. All we can do is stayed focused on living, family and friends.

LIVESTRONG!